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im really hyper for no fucking reason whatsoever like i just could not stop talking to my parents and jumping around and touching everything and flapping my arms all over the place and just like lunging and being generally ridiculous and telling my mom about the apartment and telling my dad about how excited i am abotu grad school and they seemed happy that i was so happy but also like they needed to go to bed 

idk

also my sister got mad at me today when i woke up in the car and the sound of her pressing the skip track button on the radio was clicking really loudly like i guess the button was stuck or something but when i pressed it it didnt make that awful sound but when she did it made the most terrible sound and i was getting really antsy and and like got all frantic and said that my anxiety was making her anxious and how is that fair just 

and im off my adhd meds today so im already kind of all over the place and they want to go see iron man 3 in like half an hour but idk if i should go like i wanna go because im trying to be all positive and stuff and proactive about doing things this summer but i also dont know if im like

good to go yanno

if theres one thing i hate about the fuckign summer its flies

when i was little i would sleep with mosquito netting over my bed so flies couldnt go past my ears because the buzzing sound makes me freak the fuck out and start smacking things or screaming just to not hear it and theres a fly in my living room right now and its making it really difficult for me to just chill and tumble 

and just stay awahy from me the number of times ive accidentally like slapped myself or hit some part of my body on something or knocked something over in an attempt to cover my ears or get it awayh from me just NO NO NON ON O NO NO NO

you guys are all so cute and so much fun
thanks for talking to me and being my friend and telling me about yr days and joining me on stupid okcupid adventures and going through my ugly laughing tag and stuff
and like wow I just wanna be in a big cuddle puddle with so many of you
and you all keep telling me you would kiss my face and stuff and you are all so sweet okay
I’m just really happy about life right now and I’m glad to have all my tumblr friends to come home to all the time okay
I’m gonna go watch justice league or try to read infinite jest or something
I love you all 8much

Also earlier today I was trying to be dramatic by setting some junk mail from vector marketing on fire in the living room

Any other family would have asked wtf I was doing but my dad said if I was gonna burn it to do it over the sink and my sister told me I was holding it the wrong way if I wanted it to catch and my dad agreed

oof

played much league

i got to play with evan and ashni and matt and angelo and keith and so that was gr10 and im happy i have friends like really happy

ok time 2 do my nightly ritual of getting a glass of water and curling up and watching justice league with tibbers luciano beario

luv u guise

so i was like crying and about to have an episode about the apartment i wanted becoming not a thing and ashni said that if i send negativity out into the university it’ll acknowledge it and send me back some more

so i was like fuck it and i took anxiety meds and called the company just to ask and they said one had JUST open up (i know thats like a realty company trick or w/e but idgaf)

and can i just

me —-> where evan/keith/angelo will be living

its a 3 minute walk

and we scheduled a showing for saturday and i can have it mid-june

please let everything work out and be awesome 

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