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BASED ON THE TAGS OF PEOPLE REBLOGGING MY FALLING DOWN A MOUNTAIN VIDEO THERE ARE AT LEAST A HANDFUL OF YOU WHO THINK I’M A BOY BASED ON MY VOICE

i’m not sure how i feel about this since my gender identity is already a big upside down comic sans question mark but

TODAY!

  1. Go meet Justin when he gets off work at 3 (so leave at ~2 to get on the bus and transfer to the L)
  2. Find check cashing place to cash his paycheck so I can get transit money to get home tonight
  3. Walk 20min to therapist (4-5)
  4. Get on the L to go to rehearsal (6-10)
  5. Come home
  6. Implode but also be really excited that we can afford food again

I actually got up with my alarm today and didn’t just quit life. I think I deserve to play Skyrim for a little bit.

We did a lot of cleaning. I have a lot of Actual Work stuff to do but I would rather curl up in a ball and cry about how I managed to only have $4.96 in change with several days to go before my paycheck

I have a serious fucking problem

Officially reduced to digging in the couch and checking every pair of pants and shorts with pockets in this apartment. At least Justin gets paid Friday. I really don’t know how this always ends up happening.

i just started crying because i have no money

im glad justin got a job im sick of supporting him tbh

but for real i fucking hate my life

when i said “im gonna spend all my money” this weekend

i didn’t MEAN it

and, here i am

cigaretteless on a full day of work, wondering if im gonna be able to afford the transit money this week

i need to get it together.

I almost wore my Green Lantern shirt to rehearsal tonight, but on the bus home a girl in a GL ringer tee sat down next to me and it would have been overkill for two of Sector 2814’s Lanterns to be in the same city, let alone the same bus.

I didn’t even make it to the end of the block before I got a “hello, beautiful” from a guy on his bike

aight 👌

my phones been dead all day and i dont want to plug it in and have to deal with whatever bullshit i missed

i feel trapped in my own apartment

i want to go to the store but i also dont because if i run into sharon shes gonna ask why i havent answered my phone in the last few days (she calls me like 5 times a day at the worst times and im not even good with phones in the first place i really dislike talking on the phone and we always have the same conversation)

im like really sick of my life honestly it wasnt supposed to be this way and i just feel like crying and i hope my paycheck comes in the mail tomorrow because i’m the only one with a job here so im gonna end up buying everyone food 

and im just sick of everything and im really unhappy

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