We did a lot of cleaning. I have a lot of Actual Work stuff to do but I would rather curl up in a ball and cry about how I managed to only have $4.96 in change with several days to go before my paycheck
I have a serious fucking problem
There’s a dude smoking weed on the blue line yelling about how he has glaucoma
i just started crying because i have no money
im glad justin got a job im sick of supporting him tbh
but for real i fucking hate my life
when i said “im gonna spend all my money” this weekend
i didn’t MEAN it
and, here i am
cigaretteless on a full day of work, wondering if im gonna be able to afford the transit money this week
i need to get it together.
I almost wore my Green Lantern shirt to rehearsal tonight, but on the bus home a girl in a GL ringer tee sat down next to me and it would have been overkill for two of Sector 2814’s Lanterns to be in the same city, let alone the same bus.
I didn’t even make it to the end of the block before I got a “hello, beautiful” from a guy on his bike
my phones been dead all day and i dont want to plug it in and have to deal with whatever bullshit i missed
i feel trapped in my own apartment
i want to go to the store but i also dont because if i run into sharon shes gonna ask why i havent answered my phone in the last few days (she calls me like 5 times a day at the worst times and im not even good with phones in the first place i really dislike talking on the phone and we always have the same conversation)
im like really sick of my life honestly it wasnt supposed to be this way and i just feel like crying and i hope my paycheck comes in the mail tomorrow because i’m the only one with a job here so im gonna end up buying everyone food
and im just sick of everything and im really unhappy
THE OTHER DAY ONE OF MY SISTERS INFORMED ME THAT ALL THREE OF US LAUGH IN OUR SLEEP AND I JUST HEARD ONE OF THEM SLEEP LAUGH AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL
Every time somebody prefaces a question by saying “Question.” I immediately yell over them “TELL ME WHATCHA THINK ABOUT ME, I BUY MY OWN DIAMONDS AND I BUY MY OWN RINGS”
My 15 y/o sister started saying “Interrogative.” instead.