:( i’m sorry. are you two long distance or just away from each other for now?
Long distance. I’m in Illinois and he’s in Texas, but I’ll be graduating this year and (if all goes well) moving down to live with him while he finishes his last year of school and then god knows what after that. So luckily there’s an end in sight, and sometimes that kind of cheers me up but right now I’m in stupid irrational nighttime thoughts mode so just like looking around the room is making me cry. The longest I’d ever spent with him before this was two weeks and he was here from end of May - two nights ago so I just… got so used to him being around.
Once I get settled back into the Skyping and texting or whatever I’ll be fine, next time I see him will be for 3 days in November. Man.
I just gotta find a way to keep my shit together until I graduate and don’t have to do the distance anymore.