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flora started whining and i almost started crying im so overloaded

tahts it

i have to stay inside today

im ogna have another meltdown

and nobody will bearound to help

and i will have to do it myself 

and im scared 

i am scared to go outside today because i am still in meltdown recovery mode and i i have a meltdown outside i don’t know where i will go or what i will do i have had earplugs in almost nonstop since it happened initially and i’m scared

but i am also scared of letting everybody down

i just almost started crying because of dogs barking outside

i can’t be by a crowd of people

i’m too autistic to be a revolutionary

its nice to see others who dont like marissa from the OC she was hella annoying and honestly needed to focus on herself and leave basically is it bad that i was happy when she died i was like. ..ok about time now. who were your favorites (individually and couple wise)?

Asked by Anonymous

harryistrash:

SETH ANS SUMMER SQUAD

my alt ame on fb has been summer roberts for like 4 years now

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time right now. You're one of my favorite tumblrs and you seem like a really genuine, sweet, caring person. The people calling you self absorbed are obviously too self centered to understand you have your own issues to deal with sometime. You don't deserve that. Hope you feel better soon XOXO

Asked by Anonymous

i just want to help everybody i really do and when i cant do that i feel like im failing like right now i neeed to get ready for a thing but i want to just take pills and nap and not fight the system theres  so many fucked up thihgs and i m mad abuot everything and im scared if i go out to this rallly thing im supposed to go to that i might have another meltdown but i also feel like i should go because otherwise im bad at ighting the system but literally since my meltdown iv been wearing earplugs nonstop and i dont know if i can handle public transit and being downtown ithall those people right now im getting antsy jus t thiknig about it am i a quitter am i a quitter 

clatterbane:

ajax-daughter-of-telamon:

maitlands:

I have a lot of shutdowns but nobody ever gets that I’m not being a jerk when stressed.  I just happen to have Asperger’s.

I don’t claim to be an expert in this, so if anything is wrong please feel free to correct.  Or add your comments below if you want, too.  It’s always good to hear other people’s stories.

This is 100% accurate for me.

I would also explicitly add that “remove them from the area” does NOT mean “physically grab them without permission”. Or even “start ordering them around when they’re too overloaded to deal with that or maybe even understand what you’re saying”.

That is often a good way to get either a stronger shutdown response, or to trigger a full meltdown instead. The same goes for when someone is having a meltdown. Those responses are likely to go over at least as well as condescendingly telling them to chill.

WAIT THANK YOU I LITERALLY JUST DREW A COLORED PENCIL EXPLANATION FOR WHAT A MELTDOWN IS LIKE THIS IS SO USEFUL THANK YOU

i am still in the recovery stage from the one i just had

ugh

(via biblioteknician)

i ant stop coughing im exhaustedi finally snappedat one  of my housemates yesterday im supposed to go downtown for a thingbut i just want to fuckijgn sleep i havea massive bruise on my leg i need better earplugs i have $6 til i get paid again how much klonopin should i takei i h atee everything 

nonoonnonn don't let people get you down by feeling entitled to your attention noooo its not self absorbed of you to not be a slave to other peoples feelings its self absorbed of them to think that you owe them your attention

Asked by Anonymous

why do peopel thik im slef absorbed what am i doijg wrong 

 IDOKNT HAVe T IMTE TO HAVE ANOTHER MELTODWN 

I AHVE A JOB

I AHVE TO HURRT Y UP AND DO JOB STUFF AND GO DOWNTOWN AND GO TO A ARCH THING AND PEOPLE Are RELYING ON ME AND I JUT  WANT TO HURT Myself TO GET THE STRES OS OUT 

maddie gave m her extra kpins though thanks fuck i m ognan tae like 12 of htem 

I AM S ISCK OF HTI S

FUCK THAT FUCK ING ASK I JSUT GOT

So self absorbed, you don't even realize that there are people who used to be important to you just walking right out of your life because of said self absorption. It's been weeks since I left and you haven't even noticed. And if you have, you don't care, and that's even more fucked up than not noticing at all.

Asked by Anonymous

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ths s ihqsHA SA NOTHIGN KTO DO WITH M EBEING FUCKING SELF BSORBEC

I HAD A FULL METLDOWN THE OTHER ODAY I I LOST THE AJBILTY TO SPEAK IM OSN SO MANY MAYDEDCAITONS THAT I CAN B ARELY RMEMBERWHERE I WAS A FEW HU0RS BEFORE HAND HBECAUSE I HAVE NO SHORT TERM MEMORY .  IAGE VROBLAMES FORMING RELATIONSHIPS WI HAVE TO THINKIG OF RELATIONSHIPS IN TERMS OF THEM BEING LIKE THE SIMS IN OTER TO EVEN UNDERSTAND THEM AT ALL

STO PSTELLING ,E THAT IM SO SELF ABSORBED TAHT I EDONT NOTICED WHEN PEOPLE LWAVE . I DONT NOCEIVE A LOVE OT GHINGS. I DOMNT NOTICE WHEN I HAVAVENT EATEN FOR TWO DAYS . I DONTNOTICE WHEN ANYTHIG N

I DONT NOTICE WHEN ANYTHING

I DONT NOTICE WHEN ANYTHIGN EXCEPT WHEN I HAT EMYSEFL RF

ND THATS RIGHT FUCKIGN NOW 

IF YOU GAVE A SHIT ABOUT ME NEOUG TO FUCKIGN HARASS ME AND TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD

WHY DID YOU WALK OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE 

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