call me ianthe (yawhn-tay). or yaya. or yawnty. i’m 20.
white-passing mixed grrrl who uses her privilege to infiltrate groups of white people and gain their trust before unleashing a heap of knowledge unto their cracker asses. (it’s cool, my best friend’s white, i can say cracker.)
go ahead and try to make me feel bad about being fat. i’ll wait.
i have super severe ADHD that was undiagnosed until my second year of college, social anxiety that was undiagnosed until my third (right now), and i’m struggling to get an official autism spectrum diagnosis before the dsm flips but i do track #actually autistic, and i have lots of sensory processing issues and like man basically my shit’s all types of sideways
also i have dermatophagia which is an impulse control disorder which is all fancy words for i compulsively gnaw the shit out of my fingers/fingernails/lips/cheeks and one of my adhd medications actually makes it worse so that kind of fuckin sucks
basically i’m still struggling to escape a fuckton of internalized ableism because all my life people just told me i was weird, wasn’t trying hard enough, needed to apply myself, blah blah blah
we’re all on our journey
we should probably be friends though maybe